it's been a while since i actually wrote a SINGLE WORD that is not related to medicine
My life has been too hard lately, it's like i've been caught up in a whirlwind
i have no time to do anything, well; i do have a lot of time, but i mostly spend what free time i can manage to get at home..either sleeping or on Facebook
i don't have any energy to do anything that requires more mental work, it's just hard, even writing that now seems hard
Add to that the Drama that's been surrounding me lately
everything is just too hard to handle
so i decided to let some of it out...i know it helps that way
will you give up? or will you give it another shot? despite the humiliation
well, I know for a fact than we give it your EVERYTHING and they just ignore you, hurt you, push you away and ignore you; that you should LET THEM GO
if they really care about you, they will realize what they did
but the problem is...
they might realize....but it might be a little bit too late...
if it's not that late, or even that late..if they still want you in their life; they will THEIR BEST to make things right
BUT
if their pride stood in the way..then know that you LOST them..they weren't true to your face the first place
It will hurt at first, but it will pass, like everything else
let's just hope for the best to happen
and be sure that GOD will always make the best of everything in the end
My life has been too hard lately, it's like i've been caught up in a whirlwind
i have no time to do anything, well; i do have a lot of time, but i mostly spend what free time i can manage to get at home..either sleeping or on Facebook
i don't have any energy to do anything that requires more mental work, it's just hard, even writing that now seems hard
Add to that the Drama that's been surrounding me lately
everything is just too hard to handle
so i decided to let some of it out...i know it helps that way
when u trust someone and treat them like a priority but they end up HURTING you..BAD!
When they say then you don't wanna lose you and that they CAN't afford it, but all they do leads to you losing them!
When you try so hard to figure out what the hell is going on but you just don't find a clue!
When everything you say or do turns into a huge fight for absolutely NOTHING!
When you don't stop trying to make things right even though you did nothing wrong but they just don't appreciate your effort!
When you try to talk to them, but they just refuse to talk, and then find them talking to someone else!
When you actually remark that they're losing you, and they don't even care!
when you push yourself harder, against your pride and try to find excuses, but they just humiliate you in response and then ignore you!
What are you gonna do? how are you gonna react?
will you accept the defeat and walk away?
when you don't know whose loss it is -yours or theirs?will you give up? or will you give it another shot? despite the humiliation
well, I know for a fact than we give it your EVERYTHING and they just ignore you, hurt you, push you away and ignore you; that you should LET THEM GO
if they really care about you, they will realize what they did
but the problem is...
when will they realize?
will they do something about it? anything??
or will their pride stand in the way? when you gave up yours so many times for their sake?will they do something about it? anything??
they might realize....but it might be a little bit too late...
if it's not that late, or even that late..if they still want you in their life; they will THEIR BEST to make things right
BUT
if their pride stood in the way..then know that you LOST them..they weren't true to your face the first place
It will hurt at first, but it will pass, like everything else
maybe for the best
let's just hope for the best to happen
and be sure that GOD will always make the best of everything in the end
if it's not okay, it's not the end
Stay Strong
